A girl who learns things the hard way...

一个人生活

baotg1987 — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 15:20:25 +0000

葉子在窗外輕輕搖動
人行道沒有行人走過
鏡子裡的我很不像我
自從你離開了我變得很軟弱

你的影子在每一個角落
好像是在提醒著我
少了你的陪伴我現在有多寂寞

我想我可以習慣一個人生活
我想我可以假裝不曾愛過
冰涼的夜裡讓眼淚溫熱我

我想我可以習慣一個人生活
在記憶裡面擦去你的承諾
愛你怎麼會是這個結果

我想我可以習慣一個人生活
我想我可以假裝不曾愛過
感覺如果要走誰能說 NO

我想我可以習慣一個人生活
在記憶裡面擦去你的承諾
愛情是個夢而我睡過頭

baotg1987 — Wed, 09 Jul 2008 13:04:08 +0000

gotta be harsh on myself… gotta force myself to do it… avoidance is the key… its the only way out. and i believe that eventually my life will be back to normal again.

baotg1987 — Sun, 06 Jul 2008 04:03:14 +0000

i guess we just cant defy heaven’s will… 天意难违

baotg1987 — Mon, 23 Jun 2008 13:54:41 +0000

If there’s nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night

why why why… even after so long…

baotg1987 — Fri, 20 Jun 2008 16:37:30 +0000

sometimes i wonder if pple do really mean what they say… at least i know i do!

Just dont say it if you dun mean/cant do it!!!

SATC

baotg1987 — Tue, 17 Jun 2008 14:57:44 +0000

watched SATC today… totally a girlie movie. the kind you watched to have a great laugh. but sadly, many a times, it brought tears to my eyes…so many scenarios, so familiar, so apt… it only reminded me of everything. looks like i’m still not really over him yet…

so missing him tonight…

baotg1987 — Sun, 15 Jun 2008 15:42:51 +0000

still self-deluding?

baotg1987 — Sun, 08 Jun 2008 16:08:00 +0000

losses… like it or not, an inevitable part of life.

some may recover it…

but some just lose it forever…

baotg1987 — Wed, 04 Jun 2008 15:12:54 +0000

M-I-S-E-R-A-B-L-E tells it all…

baotg1987 — Sun, 01 Jun 2008 16:31:12 +0000

its tiring to keep reminding myself everytime… but i know i necessary.